Let’s get candid about spending money.... I used to only buy things that were basic, bare minimum, and reasonable. My socks had holes in them, guaranteed a toe was sticking out somewhere. I’d pay for everything else before taking care of my self, my needs, or my desires. I’m not just taking about necessities like bills, family responsibilities or living expenses. I’d splurge on other people- encouraging them to get the thing that was calling them to it, while I denied[...]
My soul asked me to walk the cemetery... The silence was filled with a myriad of sensations. My body dialed in to peace, rest, comfort, and wisdom beyond anything my human nervous system could hold all at once. A few times I felt pulled toward a particular grave- caught in ethereal waves, stories began dropping in to consciousness, one by one. I’ve always had the gift of knowing without knowing how I know. These precious gifts are to be respected with reverence, appreciation, and[...]
It's ok to be knee-deep, mid-swing, in the thick of it.... and change your mind. DO NOT let anyone convince you to go against your gut and follow through to honor a commitment when your soul is urging you to reconsider! I have made some horrible choices in the past because I wanted to 'do the right thing', well guess what? The right thing might be the fawning response disguised as the desire to follow through to make yourself feel honorable and trustworthy because your people-pleasing[...]